Transgender people from across India flock to New Delhi’s Dr. Ram Manohar Lohia (RML) Hospital, seeking affordable healthcare, particularly sex reassignment surgery. In a commendable step, the government began offering free services for transgender individuals at RML in September 2023. But the limited two-hour window doesn’t do justice to the enormity of their medical needs. The wait for treatment is agonisingly long. All those registered here are at different stages of transition. Yet, they come, week after week. Some, with the fierce desire to reclaim their birthright – a body that reflects their inner truth. Others, seeking solace in the shared understanding that this room can offer.

Over 200 names adorn the registration list, each representing a story etched in pain and resilience. We spent four weeks at the clinic. Between consultations, candid moments emerged, whispers of aspirations battling years of societal scars. Here are a few glimpses into their brave journey.

“Many people in our society stare at us like we’re from another planet, making us feel unsure and hesitant. Their stares, filled with judgment, can create a sense of alienation, making us question our place and belonging” says Vaishnavi Nand Giri

 

Vaishnavi Nand Giri, 32, is a transgender activist, professional makeup artist, classical Kathak dancer, and a painter. She serves on the Transgender Welfare Board in Prayagraj and is also a member of Yuva Samvaad Delhi and Kala Mandali, a Central government organization in Delhi. Outside the Dr. Ram Manohar Lohia Hospital. Photo Credit: Kh. Manglembi Devi/Hoa

 

Vaishnavi Nand Giri (centre) in her Avatar as VIP Guest in an event in Mapple Gold, Radisson blu, Pashchim Vihar, New Delhi. Photo Credit: Kh Manglembi Devi/HoA

 

Mohini, 26, originally from Uttar Pradesh, in her room in Delhi. Photo Credit: Kh. Manglembi Devi/HoA

“I want to live on my own terms, but society isn’t allowing it. Sometimes I wonder why I was born this way. These thoughts give me headaches and make me question my existence. That’s why I’m seeking medical help for my well-being,” says Mohini.

 

Deb, 24, from Arunachal Pradesh was born female. This is his first visit to the RML clinic. He is a nurse by profession and wants to avail the gender transition services at RML. Photo Credit: Kh Manglembi Devi/HoA

When asked why he came to RML Hospital instead of the TG clinic at AIIMS, Deb replied, “Yes, people usually choose AIIMS over RML. I chose RML because I thought the queues would be shorter for treatment.”

 

Roro Khumanthem, 27, a transgender rights activist from Manipur, works tirelessly with the transgender community at the ground level, advocating for young transgender individuals’ sexual health and rights. Photo Credit: Kh Manglembi Devi/HoA

“My aim is to bring my community to the mainstream part of society as we lie on the periphery. My ultimate goal is to shape and empower every single person in my transgender community to become the best version of themselves. Stay strong, stay safe, stay healthy.” – Roro Khumanthem

 

OPD Registration card of a patient for further investigations and blood tests to be conducted referred to the endocrinology department. This transgender man, assigned female at birth, has always felt a disconnect between his internal sense of self and his physical form. The diagnosis of gender dysphoria simply puts a name to this lifelong experience. His desire for gender-affirming surgery isn’t about a “correct” body, but about finally aligning his outward appearance with the man he’s always known himself to be. Photo Credit: Kh Manglembi Devi/HoA

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An emblem of Durga etched on her skin, a trans woman, devotee of the warrior goddess, waits resolutely by the TG OPD clinic. The tattoo whispers of a fierce spirit, mirroring Durga’s wrath against oppression. Photo Credit: Kh. Manglembi Devi/HoA

 

A patient who has been attending the Endocrinology department for the past three months proudly displays the medications provided free of charge by the TG clinic. She has been advised to take these medicines as part of her treatment process. Photo Credit: Kh. Manglembi Devi/HoA

 

Deb, a trans man, and Vaishnavi, a trans woman, discussed healthcare services after consulting with doctors at the endocrinology department before parting ways for the day. They will be back soon for a follow-up appointment. Photo Credit: Kh Manglembi Devi/HoA

 

A supporter of LGBTQ rights at a pride parade, advocating for inclusivity and equal rights for all. Photo Credit: Kh Manglembi Devi/HoA

6 responses to "In Photos: Pain in Pride"

    sanjay srivastava says:

    Beautiful photography ..You people are doing excellent work to the society !!

    Vaishnavi Nand Giri says:

    Manglembi Devi is a very good photographer and I appreciate her work.

    Good coverage on the challenges faced by the transgender community, very informative about the government initiatives on the affordable healthcare for the transgenders, with the real pictures bring in authencity of the whole article. Appreciate your effort and contribution to the society and transgender community in particular

    Jishan Anjum says:

    Wow, the photos are absolutely stunning! Each image tells such a powerful story. The composition and emotions conveyed are incredible. Seems that a lot of thought and skill went into creating this photo essay. Keep up the fantastic work—these photos truly speak a thousand words!

    Diksha says:

    Your photography on transgender individuals is truly captivating. Each shot beautifully captures their strength, resilience, and unique beauty, shedding light on stories that are often overlooked. Your work not only showcases incredible artistic talent but also promotes understanding and empathy. It’s both inspiring and profoundly impactful.Keep going Manglembi😊

    Dr Diksha says:

    Your photography on transgender individuals is truly captivating. Each shot beautifully captures their strength, resilience, and unique beauty, shedding light on stories that are often overlooked. Your work not only showcases incredible artistic talent but also promotes understanding and empathy. It’s both inspiring and profoundly impactful.Keep going 🙂

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